between being comfortable with my size and longing to be thinner. It’s not that I hate my body, there are definitely some things I like but the things I don’t like are starting to become such a big issue for me. I went to try on clothes for the first time in a while and the three-sixty mirror caused me a lot of pain. Every time I try on clothes I get really mad after and upset and this time more than ever I have decided that I can not do this anymore. I am too unhappy with the way I look and I am tired of excuses and feeling like the biggest one of all my friends. I really hate that this time last year I was the skinniest I have ever been and now I am struggling with my size more than ever. I am going to dedicate myself to being comfortable with myself because this has become something that haunts my thoughts and makes me not able to concentrate about anything. I feel like I’m disgusting and I can’t hide it. But I’m not going to complain anymore, I’m going to do something about it, fully dedicated. Instead of sitting around thinking about how uncomfortable I am with myself, I’m going to go out and do something about it.